To get more info on the civil and criminal trial Coy mentioned in the last post, go here:
http://www.spmaftermath.com/2013/10/dear-family-12.html - Civil
http://www.spmaftermath.com/2011/12/spm-responds-part-2.html - Civil
http://www.spmaftermath.com/2013/03/spm-responds-part-12a.html - Civil
http://www.spmaftermath.com/2012/02/spm-responds-part-4a.html - Civil/Criminal
Updated Thursdays
Monday, November 2, 2015
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Phone Call (4)
Here are some of your questions from SPM’s last phone call on 10/25/2015; as always, I apologize for any errors in the transcription.
Mamii Involvidable asked, “If SPM now could give young SPM some
advice what would it be?”
Well, I think I’ve pretty much kept the same philosophy of life.
Interestingly enough, even since my teens I’ve always kept been very adamant
about not judging people; I remember a friend of mine, who I won’t name, his
mother and my mother took me and him to a lake. His mother was an alcoholic,
and my mother never drank a drop of alcohol in her life. She’s just a very
sober person, I guess you could say. When we went to the supermarket to buy
some snacks before we went to the lake, this woman was already buzzing pretty
good, but she could hide it to where she didn’t stumble, you know. She was just
extremely jolly and silly. She told my mom, “Watch this,” and she squatted
right there in the supermarket aisle, and peed on the floor. I didn’t know
this; me and my friend were in another area, but my mom told me later, and I
remember her telling my sister about it.
My sister started, you know, not that day but a few days later,
my sister seemed appalled, and disgusted, and was saying kind of rude things
about the woman. My friend was there at my house when my sister was expressing
how she felt about this woman peeing in the supermarket, in the aisle. I told
her, “You don’t know this woman, you don’t know what she’s going through. You
don’t know what’s between her ears, how can you judge her? How can you judge
anybody?” My sister said, “Well, I would never do that.” I said “Well of course
you never would, but that doesn’t make you any better than someone who would. I
remember you talking about a woman in our trailer park who let her kids run
around barefoot and kind of dirty, and you said you would never let your kids
run around like that. But that woman was from Mexico, and that’s what she
knows, that’s probably how she grew up. That’s what she comes from, and it was
okay for her and her family. People are just different, we can’t judge people.
We don’t know if they have physiological impairments, or man-made impairments,
or a combination of both.
I’ve always just kept that same philosophy. It’s really weird,
but I don’t think I would change a thing. Every experience I’ve been through,
specially my mistakes, have made me better qualified to do what I love doing,
and that’s trying to help people. As I try to help people it helps me with my
weaknesses, because we all share similar weaknesses. Anytime I give advice to
anyone, I’m giving it to myself first. My advice never comes from me, it’s
always the truth, and of course truth comes from the book written by the one
who created everything. So, it’s never Carlos Coy’s advice because Carlos Coy,
nor any man, has the answers.
If we had the answers nobody would be dying from AIDs, and
cancer, and prisons wouldn’t be jam-packed, and all these kids wouldn’t be in
gangs, and all these parents wouldn’t be neglecting kids, and people wouldn’t
be selling drugs if men had the answers; we don’t. Men don’t know very much. If
they know anything that’s true, it’s from God. But I would tell my young self
to be loyal to his wife. Because I never…growing up I wasn’t really given very
good examples of healthy relationships, so I didn’t really appreciate the
beauty of real love.
All the relationships around me were falling apart me, as far as
romantic relationships. It’s like if you are not a connoisseur of great wine,
you wouldn’t know a $10,000 glass of wine if you drunk it; it would taste like
a $5 bottle. What you don’t know you can’t appreciate. I didn’t understand the
beauty of a real relationship; I guess I would try to explain that to my younger
self.
Ricky Z. asked, “How much did he win from the Texans game?”
I don’t gamble.
There’s no need to gamble, I’ve got more money than I need. Plus, gambling is
like the #1 reason people get into arguments around here, so I definitely try
to avoid it. I will gamble for push -ups and stuff like that. Like, I’ll bet
fifty push-ups on something so if I lose, really I win. (Laughing) Lord knows I need the exercise.
Jose said, “i was watching this video on youtube from los's
trial. the little girl's dad is on the stand, and he is just talkin shit to los
the whole time. i think his name is billy. what i dont understand tho, is why
los never said anything back to him. los was just sitting there the whole time,
not saying anything. i hate to say it, but los looked guilty as hell just
sittin there. can you ask him why he didnt say anything back to billy? i woulda
been like, "nah man, i didnt do this. you got it wrong, man. i'm
innocent." i woulda been shaking my head the whole time at least. what was
los thinking?”
Well, my lawyers told me not to get on
the stand because they just felt that the child that I had with the underage
girl would hurt the case. During the criminal phase of the trial I took their
advice, but after I lost they were telling me it’s best not to testify during
the punishment phase either. It’s best just to be quiet, because if you go up
there and deny everything, the DA’s are just going to continue to eat you up,
and make it look like you’re not trying to take responsibility. They’ll use it
to their advantage, so it’s best not to testify during the punishment phase,
either. I told my lawyer, “Look, I just lost a trial, man, for something I
didn’t do. I’m not listening to you anymore, I’m done. I’m gonna get up, and
I’m gonna to tell these people they made a mistake.
And I did, I got up on the stand and I
told the jury that they made a mistake. And it happened just like my lawyer
said, I probably shouldn’t have gotten up there because just having to deny
everything, including these other allegations from these other chicks that the
DA had brought up, it just…They just did an excellent job of making me look
like someone who just did not want to take responsibility and then they used
that to their advantage, saying someone like that really needs to go to prison
for a long time, and thus the lengthy sentence that I got. Using that angle,
among other things, they got me a lot of time.
Of course, at the end of the trial,
they just do this little circus thing where they allowed the family to come up
and, like you said, talk crap. And, of course, no one’s allowed to say
anything. I’m not allowed to speak; if I speak up, it’s contempt of court and
it could mean more time. To be honest I don’t know what it means, I’m under the
impression that you can get more time for contempt of court, but I don’t know
what you can get, I just knew that it
wasn’t wise for me to stand up and start challenging this guy’s words to me. I
had already spoken my piece during the punishment phase; I had already told
them they convicted an innocent man so they already knew that.
One thing’s for sure, her dad didn’t
have anything to say during the civil trial. My lawyer pointed him out in the
audience and said, “There’s a reason why that man right there is not up here on
the stand, because it’s a long walk between not sayin’ nothin and perjury.”
Something like that. My civil lawyer was a beast, I mean he didn’t take no
crap. That’s why I consider what happened in the civil trial a victory. Even
though I did have to pay these people a small sum, it was nothing like what
they were looking for. To this day, I haven’t paid them and to this day, no
judge or anybody has pushed it. Everybody in that civil trial walked away
believing in me, and that was a victory. Of course, the jury had to say that I was responsible
for the crime because they were basically ordered to do so by the judge. The
judge let them know that they were to look at me as guilty. I know it seems
kind of confusing because I’m going from criminal to civil, and from criminal
trial to punishment phase and all that, but you can read some of my answers on
SPMAftermath.
To answer your question, I simply
wasn’t allowed to say anything, that’s how it works in trial. When people are
on the stand you have to let them talk. This was at the end of the trial, but
it’s still a part of the process. He had the legal right to say what he wanted
to say, I guess, and to be honest with you I don’t blame him; I think he was a
victim just like the plaintiff, and just like me, the defendant. I believe that
he believed the story. I believe that he had nothing to do with it. He was just
an old friend of mine, one that I had to leave behind because my career took
off and he just wanted to keep drinking and fucking up. I was on to bigger and better things, but his
wife and my wife remained friends and that’s why his daughter was spending the
night at my house that night.
Jaime SPM Freedomx
asked, "will we be able to hear Marilyn or more Ayana Mack on your new
albums? Cause they sing really dope..."
Actually, um, I‘m sorry to say that this whole deal about my verses being sold,
and a lot of verses were being sold and have been sold, it sounds like and I
hate to even put this out there, but it sounds like Carolyn may have played a
part with, of course, the main perpetrator being Jaime. He was, and is, the
profound betrayer in this situation. I keep hearing more and more of Carolyn
being involved with, at least, some of the verses that were sold.
A guy named Andrew wrote me a letter
because I asked how he acquired SPM verses, and he said that Carolyn had put a
post around the year 2013, that if anybody was interested in purchasing SPM verses,
that there were some available. By the way, if anybody remembers that post,
please let me know through SPM Aftermath, because I would like to make sure
Andrew is being honest. He’s one of the guys that bought SPM verses
thinking that they were legitimate, and that he was making a legal transaction,
when in actuality he does not own those verses and he was basically scammed.
I plan on writing an entire letter,
many pages, of what Jaime has done. Like I said last time, aside from hurting
my family and friends, and of course I consider fans family, there’s nothing
worse that you could do as far as my music. There are so many verses that have
been sold…I can tell you now that I’m still going to release this material and it’s
going to be much better than the junk that Jaime put together.
But I keep hearing Carolyn’s name more
and more in this scandal, and I know for sure that she has used unauthorized
verses on her projects, but of course she did not have access to those, Jaime
did. I may have given Carolyn one verse at the most, so all those verses you
hear on Carolyn projects were not authorized by me nor my brother. It’s
just…verses she got her hands on through Jaime. I know it seems kinda late, but
I just heard a song of hers called ‘Morning High’. That had a verse that I had
plans for, and turns out it’s been on her project for the last couple of years.
It’s been out, but again, I’m still going to use all these things.
I’m not sure if I’m going to issue a
cease-and-desist order on all the verses that Carolyn has, it’s something that
I have to decide. I want to tell everybody, it would be much better for you to
come forward if you bought an SPM verse from Jaime and let me know what
happened, rather than me finding you and having to take the proper steps; especially
if you’ve made any kind of income on that, or you’ll have to pay all of that
back if I feel that you’re not cooperative. I’m sorry to say that because I
know that everybody who bought those verses were fans, but you got scammed; you
got scammed by a guy who was, sadly, addicted to pain medication because of a
medical condition that he’s got going on with his jaw. I’m not saying Pain sold
all this stuff and made out like a champ. He’s still broke, you know, he has an
addiction, and that’s what’s behind this betrayal. It’s a long, complicated
story, but one thing for sure is that he’s done, in a business sense, the
unforgivable.
I don’t plan on working with this guy,
and I don’t have any immediate plans on asking Carolyn for any of her vocals
until this investigation is over. I definitely forgive them personally, but
there’s a difference between personal and business. So yeah, you can expect a
lot of Marilyn, and Ayana, and other vocalists that I’ll probably meet, to
accent all this unreleased intellectual property that we have.
Again, I wanted to write a full
exposition on this situation, but I haven’t gotten around to it because I’m
trying to finish up this book I’m writing. I want to give y’all somewhat of an
inside scoop on this situation because there are people spending a lot of money
on SPM verses, and they won’t be allowed to use them. The people that have them,
and are already selling them, will have to pay the record company whatever
they’ve made and we’ll have to issue a cease and desist. Some of these people
are friends, you know? For example, Carolyn is still a friend; even though what
she allegedly has been doing is terrible, I still have that love for her. Other
artists, who I’ll mention when I come out with the letter, some of those are
friends, people that I’ve written to and spoke to before.
I am sorry that I have to get this out
so unofficially, but I just don’t want nobody to get victimized. This guy that
told me that Carolyn had put that post in 2013about the SPM verses spent
between $4,000-$5,000 on the stuff that he bought. That’s terrible, that could
be his whole life savings, and here I have to possibly not allow that stuff to
be released. I’m trying to figure out a way to work with him, but there’s just
no way that I can give him all that he got. I might be able to work out maybe a
one verse deal, but he got like five verses, so it’s pretty sad. I have big
plans for this unreleased stuff and it’s just getting sold like hotcakes,
because this guy who I trusted is needing to pop pain pills. So, that’s what it
is.
Pablo C. said, “Great
questions, guys! Now Ima throw a curve ball here and asking Los what are his thoughts on
how his case is being handled, and how, as fans, can we help besides marching
on get his case national recognition?
Much love, Carlos. Keep your head up, this nightmare will be over soon.”
Much love, Carlos. Keep your head up, this nightmare will be over soon.”
Well, we need an active investigator. We have
an investigator, but like I explained on the other phone call, when my brother
got locked up this guy became inactive because it was my brother who set the
contract up with him. Even though it’s concerning me, the guy won’t even answer
my questions because he says he can only disclose the information to the person
that is paying him. It’s pretty frustrating, and I got kind of upset with the
guy, and kind of talked to him real bad on a letter I wrote him, but that’s
neither here nor there.
I need to get some investigators going, and
just set up another legal team. The legal teams I’ve had in the past never
involved an investigator, just lawyers,
but a very important component of getting new evidence and rounding up
information that can get us back in trial is through a private investigator.
Things are looking good, there are a lot of promising avenues we can take, and
a lot of things that we can pursue. I’ve got to just find the right investigator
and find the right team again, and that’s what we’re doing.
What the fans can do is just…do what you’ve
always done and show love. Really, I just want you to believe in this record
company and believe that the reason this record company exists is to lift up
people, is to help you, is to get our kids off of drugs, is to get our kids out
of gangs and get our kids away from prisons, and that’s what I’m always trying
to get through to you guys. Be positive. Be kind. Be happy. Don’t judge other
people, let people have a bad day. Stay away from trouble. Educate yourself.
Those are the things, and continue to support
the music and the projects that you love because if you take care of yourself,
and you become strong, then the movement becomes strong. How strong are we if
you’re out throwing up gang signs, killing your own people and selling dope,
and eventually occupying a casket or a cage. That’s not what’s going to help
anyone. I want to release a documentary on all the facts of the SPM trial. I
want to do interviews, and do a reenactment of the trial showing exactly what
was said and done, show the visuals
rather than just writing about what went on because some people don’t read;
some people would rather have the visual, you know, with the dope soundtrack in
the back, the interviews with friends and even haters, I mean, I want to give
everybody a fair chance in this documentary. I have nothing to hide, I want
everybody to express themselves. The transcripts don’t lie, what happened in
that trial don’t lie. I really want to show the world through this visual
project with the reenactment, the re-dramatization of what happened in court,
exactly how an innocent man can find himself in prison. It’s gonna be really,
really good, but it’s going to take funding.
This needs to get out to the world, it needs to
go out through my sister’s social media platforms, all the other SPM social
media platforms, any kind of platforms that we have and control. We’re not
doing that well, we still don’t have a social media guru at this point, but we
need to go to some kind of crowd funding site and present the project to the
world and set up packages. What you get if you fund $25, what kind of package
you’ll get for $50, for $200, $500, and trust me, these packages will be well
worth whatever you fund. One thing about the way I operate is I would never ask
for anything for free so anytime you see any kind of site saying donate this or
donate that, that’s from a thief.That’s not from us, we don’t ask anything for
free.
When we set up our presentation at one of these
crowd funding sites I’ll let you know, and I need everyone to support the
project because it’s going to take a nice chunk of capital to produce. It’s
going to be something you’ll like, something that you’ll want, and you’ll be
helping a cause whose goal is to help you so it just all works out. That’s what
I’m saying, you can’t do anything that you’re not already ding, just support
what we do and you’ll see mountains move.
Alejandro M. asked, “Thoughts on Gt Garza's music?. Will there
be any features on visionary?”
I’ve heard some of GT
Garza’s songs; I would like to talk to him. I think he has everything that you
need to be successful, but I would like to give him some small advice, especially
on multi-syllable rhyme structures, which is my favorite subject. Once I do speak to him, I’ll get him on a project
if that’s what he wants to do.
Max A. asked, “
Gotti posts on facebook it's hard to adapt to the free world after his been
ther a while..if spm came out (I hope) u think life out here will b hard to
adapt then from in there were you've spent now like 13 year's”
No, because for me it’s basically the
same. I had people bring my food to me while I slept in bed, I had people wash
my sheets, I had people escort me when I went out, I had security around me...(laughs)
Did I already say that people washed my sheets, washed my underwear, washed my
towels? I had people pay my bills; I’ve never paid a bill in my life, actually.
It’s no different in prison, it’s exactly the same… (laughs) It won’t be hard
for me.
Also, in the world everywhere I went
people loved me, and everywhere I go in prison people love me. In the world all
I did was sign autographs, and in prison all I do is sign autographs. Other
than McDonalds and beautiful women, it’s el mismo.
Calc H. said, “As other people have
mentioned, there are some artist that give you shout outs in their songs. I
want to mention a female rapper that can flow better than a lot of the guys out
there. Her name is Snow Tha Product. She came out on BET and shes Mexican. She also
mentioned you in a freestyle she did. I'd be dope if both of you did a song
together. Also, she feels that shes been snubbed or robbed from people in the
music industry, from things she should of received based on numbers.”
While I was at the Allred unit I was able to catch Pocos Pero
Locos, a syndicated radio show out of California that was being played by a
radio station out of Oklahoma, in Iowa Park Texas because it’s near Oklahoma. I
heard a few songs by Snow Tha Product, and she is an absolute beast with a
capitol B and a capitol E and a capitol A and a capitol S and a capitol T. B-E-A-S-T.
I’ve never heard any Mexican American, period, outflow her, except for The
Wetback. So, that’s just how highly I think of her. She is untouchable. She’s
so gifted that I don’t even know if she realizes how gifted she really is. She
is another one I would love to talk to, aside from GT Garza. I would love to talk to about putting in a
little more effort on the multi-syllable rhyme structure also working, of she’s
not already, on the storytelling. Profound stories. Meaningful stories. But she’s just sick as hell. She’s funny,
she’s brilliant, I mean, I can’t say enough about her, I could not believe my
ears. She’s just throwed. Um, Incandesio, do you know how to spell ‘throwed’?
...So, I absolutely agree
with you about her talent and I hope I didn’t offend any rappers but she’s just
the most talented thing I’ve heard since I heard Eminem in 2000. I think she
needs more addictive beats, at least from the songs I’ve heard, but I’d love to
hear more of her music.
Robert D. said, “And
Visionary?”
Visionary will be envisioned in a very
visual way. I have the vision, 20-10 vision when I’m wearing my glasses and you’ll
have to virtually and visually be visionary yourself, to envision this project.
Thank you for your cooperation. Coming soon.
Aristeo L asked, “You
ever heard of King Lil G? Would you do a track with him?”
Yes I’ve heard of King Lil G, but I don’t think I’ve heard
any of his music. I’ve just heard the name.
Joey P. asked, “Will we ever hear
another freestyle track like the penitentary flow.....”
Sure; sure, I mean I don’t plan on retiring until I’m in my 90s
or until I can’t talk so you’re going to hear a lot of stuff. Why would anybody
quit rapping, it’s the easiest thing you can do; getting paid to talk in a
singy-songy way.
Wednesday, October 21, 2015
Phone Call (3)
This is a transcription of a phone call from SPM I
received last weekend; he’s hoping to be able to do another next weekend, so if
you think of any questions for him please leave them below.
Do you think it’s possible that you’ll be released
before your sentence is up?
Let
me tell you something. Laziness is a killer, man. It is a killer. When I got
locked up in 2002, I didn’t really reach my assigned unit until 2003. I told my
wife in that year, “Baby, don’t worry about a thing. There is nothing on this
earth that can hold me anywhere. This prison situation that I’m in right now is
like an ant. It’s nothing. I’ll step on it and crush it like it’s nothing. I
will get myself out of here.”
The
reason I told her that is that I knew everything that went on in my case,
behind closed doors, about this family, I knew the back story behind everything
and I still do. But it takes work, it takes grinding, it takes research,. And
then it takes writing it all out again, and over again, probably 6 or 7 times
until everything is beautiful. And then, once you put that out and show people
in black and white how an innocent man can find himself on a bus, chained to a
guy who just missed getting the death penalty, to show them how that happens,
it shakes up the whole world. I have so many people behind this thing, it’ll
shake the system so bad and I knew that I had the mind, the writing skills, the
talent, because not everybody is articulate. Not everybody’s able to spread it
out like I know I can. Not everybody has the support and the fans that I do. I
knew that God had given me the gift the show the facts, but there are a lot of
other people who are armed with the same material who are not articulate enough
to get it out, who don’t have the support system that I do.
That
was 13, 14 years ago. And guess what? I‘m still sitting on my ass, playing
chess and eating Cheetos. I haven’t put in the work. I am not worried about
getting the hell out of here, and I don’t know why. I know that if I sat down
for 4 hours a day and put in the work I would have a book, I would have a screenplay,
and god knows what else. If you like anything I do give the praise to God, I’m not going to sit here and say I’m not gifted. But yeah, I’m more afraid of
the fact of why I’m not doing what needs to be done.
A question that a lot of fans have is, do you think
you’ll be out before your theoretical parole date in 2024?
Most
definitely. I definitely think my new schedule is going to allow me to finish the
book that I want to write on the facts of my case, and the treatment for the
documentary that I’m working on; I really want to just write profound books and
I think it’s going to bring the attention to my case that I think I need; and I
mean books beyond the facts of my case, books that I’ve planned, that I have
outlines for, that address the problems that our youth are having with crime
and drugs and gangs. I just gotta work, that’s all there is too it.
Jonathan O. says, “Los, did you like the overall
outcome of The S.O.N? We know you said once that you didn't like some parts of
it, having to do with the mixing. I believe the final product was/is
phenomenal. Some thoughts of yours if possible.”
I
think that my brother and Pain spent a lot of time, well, I know they spent a
lot of time, and a lot of money, puzzling
that thing together at one of the best studios in Houston. I’m thankful for
that, but they did not follow some very key instructions that I had given them,
and some of the wrong vocal tracks were used. On a lot of songs I sound too
dull, a little too bland. That’s because on some songs, they used the main
vocal as the backup vocal, and the backup vocal as the main vocal. You do the
backup vocal a little more laid back, so it doesn’t have the energy and the
charisma of the main vocal.
I
do plan to remix it, and probably people are going to be like, “I liked the
original better.” That’s because the first thing you hear is what you always
end up liking, but I still, for my own conscience, I have to remix about four
songs. But as for the other 13, I think they were great. I think I could have
done a better if I would have mixed them, but that’s just because I believe I’m
the best in the world at what I do. But I think they did a good job.
Ricky S. asked “Who catches your eye in
the Houston rap scene?”
Well,
Ricky, I mostly listen to a station called The Boom which plays old school rap
because I’m not that impressed with the new stuff. So, I don’t really know all
the new guys that are coming out of Houston, but I still have all my H-town
favorites like Scarface, K-rino, Grimm, guys like that from the old school. So
yeah, I really haven’t heard nothing from anybody new. I guess I could start
listening to 97.9 and see if they play any H-town stuff, but I don’t know of a
station in that plays predominately H-town music and we don’t have mp3 players,
or CD players, or anything like that in prison; I have to listen to the radio. I
guess I could listen to it over the phone, but I’m too busy for that. I’m sorry
I couldn’t really answer your question.
I can’t find the name
of this person, but someone asked about Lord Loco’s Melody; did you ‘Roll a
little forest’, or ‘Wrote a little chorus’ for the ones who went before us?
What?
I never rode a little horse. Ha ha, no; it’s definitely ‘wrote a little chorus’.
Is your investigator looking into the internet
rumors of Jane Doe’s recantation?
Of
course we know that the transcripts show her, if not recanting, definitely
changing vital facts that, if her second story were true, totally destroys the
foundation of her first story. So, we know that for a fact. Juan Gotti said, I
believe, said he saw something where she said that her mom made her say it or she
said lied ,or that she said different things, I don’t know. I’ve heard people say
that they saw that, that they were a witness to that. I can’t imagine it still
being up there because someone would have mailed it to me, but…I’m having a
little problem with my investigator. My brother was the one that hired him, and
he got into a little trouble and is doing some time up north. He’ll be coming
home in about a year; but because my brother was the one who paid the
investigator I’m having a little problem now with him finishing up his work.
Most importantly, providing me with the information on some vital questions we
had him pursuing; he’s kind of holding out, so we’re in limbo.
Right
now the big things he’s investigating I can’t really talk about, because I don’t
want to give anybody the heads up on these pretty incredible things he’s
investigating. I told him that people have told me that she’s spoken about
recanting her story. Part of our strategy has been not approaching her or her
family, but I think in the future that could change, as far as us sitting down
with them and talking about the situation. If it’s true then maybe that needs to change.
Jessica S. asked, “How is he doing? Hope
he is doing great both mentally and physically.
Do you still go so hard in tha paint?”
That
was really sweet of you, Jessica. I am feeling good both physically and
mentally; it’s very funny that you say that because…and this is a true story: I
am Super Mexican, which people don’t really believe when I say that, but it’s not
something that I’m trying to boast about. When you said ‘go hard in tha paint’,
that saying comes from people going hard in the paint on the basketball court. We
are now in groups of eight, and there are about four people who play basketball
out of those eight, and I’m the dominant player. Whenever all four of them don’t
want to, I actually play two against one and I still win about two out of every
three games playing two guys against one.
So, I am definitely still going hard in the paint, both literally and
figuratively.
Dan L. said, “Ask
him "what he thinks about all the kids going through the struggle he went
through as a kid and what he has to say to them"”.
Well,
I think that there is a very big purpose in their life, because whatever you go
through in life you have to partner with God and overcome it; but God isn’t
going to do everything, you have to figure out and think for yourself, with His
help, and figure out how to overcome life’s obstacles. You can, overcome these
struggles because if you couldn’t, God would have never allowed them to come
into your life. It’s a really beautiful thing because those terrible situations
in life, that the enemy meant to destroy you, you can overcome them and use
them as your greatest weapons. You can use those very situations to help
others, and actually backfire the plan of the destroyer, and save people from
being destroyed. It’s a beautiful thing.
You
just have to thank God for the good and the bad, because many times the bad is
what can be used to make the greatest thing in the world.
Incandesio,
how come you don’t ask me if I have any shout-outs?
Mr. Coy, do you have any shout-outs?
What
a surprising question; what made you ask me that, Incandesio? You’re not typing
this, are you? Ha ha!
Well,
since you asked, I would like to give shout-outs to Pablo Time Nunez, who is
planning to move to Houston at the end of the month and help out on some
projects. To Carlos Martinez, founding father of the Day of Unity, who I spoke
to the other day on the phone at the warehouse. He was there to pick up prizes
for some contests he’s running with Mari Garay. And to Mari, for all her love
and support. I did get your letter, Mari, and it was filled with so much
brightness and positivity. Thank you for always being so encouraging.
Also,
a shout-out to my boy Baby Bash, who I talk to two or three times a week; to
Grimm, Filero ,and Shadow, letting them know I’m excited about the screen play
for Aggravated that we’re going to work on, and about being a writer for that
project. A shout out to DJ Paul, who has continued to show the Mexican love, a
big shout out to my boy DJ Michael 5000 Watts, every time I turn around someone’s
telling me they heard my music on DJ Watt’s Mix. I love you my brother, and
thank you for all the incredible, playeristic shit that you do.
A shout out to all my young rap artists,
trying to come up in the game. A shout out to my sister Sylvia; my sister in
law, Linda, and my brother Tudy who’s on lock. You guys make sure to send him
some holiday cards like you always send me. Oh, and thank all the people who
sent me birthday cards. Oh my god, that was incredible. Don’t tell nobody, but
yesterday was my neighbor’s birthday, and I used one of you guy’s birthdays
cards that you sent me. I made a little design out of your name and put my name
under it like it was from me to him. I’m very sorry for that, so I won’t tell
you whose card I used, but it made him very happy, so your card made two people
very happy.
Also,
a shout out to Scarface, and congratulations for his award that he just
recently got. He deserves that award. I think it was from BET. I’m sorry, I
hope that’s right. He is definitely an icon, and somebody that I’ve always
admired and idolized.
A
shout out to Juan Gotti who is free at last, frees at last, thank God Almighty,
Juan Gotti is free at last. Also a shout to all my G’s on lock, and all my
people, who can be called the player race. Last and most definitely least, to the
haters who are the catalyst of our movement.
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
Hi, New Readers!
We’ve had a pretty big influx of new
readers recently, so I wanted to repost a letter from SPM that originally
appeared in 2013/4; it’s a three part letter that centers around the lack of
DNA evidence used during the trial. If you haven’t read it, I encourage you to
do so. If it’s been awhile, give it another read. The shit they pulled is
infuriating to me, and it’s good to be reminded of it every now and then.
Wednesday, October 7, 2015
More Press
Just a short post this week, another Dawning Moment of Comprehension from the Houston Press. We may have to give them their own recurring feature. This one deals with the recent revelation that advancements in DNA analysis may call thousands of ‘settled’ convictions into question.
From the article, “During an interview with the Press, Chandler said that, on a daily basis, she's constantly conflicted about where to begin attacking the problem. Should they immediately start reinterpreting every case involving mixed DNA that has ever been tested? Should they wait until defendants respond to the notifications and ask for a new test themselves? “How do we proceed from here?” she said. “It's so intimidating to wrap your mind around how you can accomplish everything that needs to be done efficiently and effectively and fairly. Because at the end of the day, if even one person was wrongfully convicted based on mixture evidence, that is a horrible travesty.”
http://www.houstonpress.com/news/advances-in-dna-testing-could-put-thousands-of-texas-cases-in-legal-limbo-7816089
From the article, “During an interview with the Press, Chandler said that, on a daily basis, she's constantly conflicted about where to begin attacking the problem. Should they immediately start reinterpreting every case involving mixed DNA that has ever been tested? Should they wait until defendants respond to the notifications and ask for a new test themselves? “How do we proceed from here?” she said. “It's so intimidating to wrap your mind around how you can accomplish everything that needs to be done efficiently and effectively and fairly. Because at the end of the day, if even one person was wrongfully convicted based on mixture evidence, that is a horrible travesty.”
http://www.houstonpress.com/news/advances-in-dna-testing-could-put-thousands-of-texas-cases-in-legal-limbo-7816089
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
Phone Call (2)
SPM called last weekend (9/26/2015) and answered a few questions that y'all asked. This is all transcribed by me, not written by SPM, so I apologize if I got anything wrong.
About the
recent changes to the Day of Unity:
I was so
grateful for the turnout last year, and I would not change a thing about it.
Sadly I suffered repercussions for it, but I would not change it. Maybe one day
we can continue with that plan. But I think we need to go on to the next phase
and make the Day of Unity the day it was meant to be, which is a day for
everybody to come together and tackle the subject of peace, of how to get our
kids out of gangs. In the last two weeks we've had three drive-bys; one that
killed a girl and her boyfriend. Then one that killed a nine year old and almost
killed an 11 year old, and I guess they had the retaliation last night. This is
what we need to get together about, to help our kids get out of this
institution that is called gangs. Because there is no hope for a gang member.
There is no future for a gang member. He either lives a hateful and destructive
life in the free world, or goes to prison, or dies. Those are the only three
things that can possibly happen. It's a no win situation. That’s what the Day
of Unity should be about. Maybe one day we'll have a Day of Freedom. I could
almost believe that there is a Illuminati, as crazy as that sounds. It almost
sounds like they are afraid of the power we could have. (I don't believe in the Illuminati, for the record).
can you ask if it’s true they stole some
of his new lyrics to use in other songs without his permission.
Yes,
absolutely true. And it's probably the most horrific thing you could to me
besides kicking my mom’s bad knee with steel-toed boots. Next to family and
friends (and I consider fans family), there's nothing more precious to me than
music. We have an archive of stuff, we call it newly discovered material. This
person did the unthinkable a lot of times with a lot of people, selling this
material. What’s sad is these people, who paid money for these verses, do not
own them. If DHR finds anyone using these lyrics in any way, they will be
served a cease and desist order. It makes me sad, but anyone who got bamboozled
by this guy does not own the verses.
I'm
sorry, but I'm finding it very difficult to forgive this guy because he sold so
many verses. I do forgive him on a personal level, but on a business level it's
pretty much unforgivable. A lot of this
stuff that's getting out there is stuff that I wouldn't allow to get out there,
it's corny and weak. Usually I edit this stuff and that's what hurts worst,
because a lot of this stuff is making me look like a mediocre artist.
Is your new album going to be out
anytime soon?
We're
working on a documentary, actually, and there'll definitely be a soundtrack to
that. It's going to have a reenactment of the trial, using the exact words that
were spoken from the court transcripts. We're also going to have interviews,
and a lot of back story, and just really show the world visually because not
everybody reads, and even if they do it's more powerful to see. There's many other
projects on the way as well.
Ask him about trump
Well,
I think it's pretty clear to the world that Donald Trump is in first place and
I think he's even more popular than Hillary, more popular than Jeb Bush, more
popular than any other candidate. I think that, very sadly, kinda shows the
hatred that America feels for Mexicans; this guy has been so hateful, in so
many ways, as far as those crossing the Mexican border. He's thinking about
tearing families apart, even kids that were born in this country, and he's
saying all these things and he has all this support. Trump just shows the world
how much his supporters hate Mexicans. But it's fear that gives birth to hate,
and they fear what's going on, like it's some kind of invasion. They fear the
numbers, and the accents, because at the rate things are going, by the year
2050 there will be more Mexicans than any other race in the country. The fear
gives birth to hate.
I can't really talk about the Mexicans
born in American because they get spoiled; Mexicans in Mexico, in my experience,
are all such good people with such strong values, honest and hard working. When
I was raised my mother had to rent our garage out to make ends meet to Mexicans
working nearby. She had, like, six beds up and a washer and dryer set up. These
Mexican guys were living on the other side of the wall from me, my sister, and
brother. That's how she was able to buy me a little polo every now and then.
They were so respectful. Trump is just a hateful man, but that hate comes from
fear. Maybe he was raised that way, I don't judge him. But he has showed me how
much America fears the rise of the Mexican population.
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
*Big Sigh*
More shennanigans from
Harris County; the Texas Court of Criminal Appeals issued a stay of execution
for a man convicted of murder back in 2000. Bernardo Tercero was trying to rob
a dry cleaners, at gunpoint. Please understand, I cannot even pretend to have
sympathy for him; he put innocent people’s lives at risk for the sake of $400,
and robbed his victim’s family of their husband and father.
That being said, his
current attorney says that a witness used against him, Sylvia Cotera, may have
been coerced into testifying against him.
“He
said he located Cotera and obtained her new sworn statement after seeing
references to her comments in 2000 in the files of Tercero's first lawyer. In
that first interview, Cotera claimed that in a meeting with prosecutors she was
"constantly told that if she didn't cooperate she would be placed in jail."
The article rather
obtusely points out that Tercero’s attorney does not have any evidence that
prosecutors knew Cotera’s testimony may have been a lie. I suppose it’s
possible that one could threaten a person into telling a story that serves your
purposes, and then claim you had no idea it was false. Possible, but unlikely.
Idalia Toruno, an
accomplice in the case, claimed that the prosecutor threatened her with jail
time if she testified in Tercero’s favor. Two other prosecutors who were
present during the incident denied it had happened. I don’t really see a good
guy in this case; Bernardo Tercero is a bad guy, as are any prosecutors who
used perjury to convict him. In this situation nobody wins, no matter the
outcome.
Just another day in the
Harris County Criminal Justice System.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)