Quick
Update: Rumors
Fambo, 11/8/12
At the end of my latest “SPM
Responds” I told you I would be writing you a “Quick Update” on “The Son of
Norma.” Well, tadaaaaaaaah!
I just had another meeting with Tudy
Coy and Pain Ortiz, so here’s what I know:
Pain is completely done with the
music for The S.O.N. It’s already been mixed and mastered and is ready for
pressing. But Tudy said he wouldn’t announce a release date till all the
artwork is done. That’s because, if the artwork isn’t done in time for a date,
(that we’ve spent all kinds of effort promoting), we’re screwed. All we need is
maybe three or four weels to finish all the artwork: CD cover, insert artwork,
whatever design will be on the actual CD, etc.
Here is the official songlist:
1.)
K-Love
Vs. SPM 10.) Without The S.O.N.
2.)
People 11.) Don’t Go Away
3.)
Hustla
World 12.) Poor Kids
4.)
Cheifin 13.) My Homegirl
5.)
Twenty
Eight 14.) To The Flame
6.)
The
River 15.) What If It
Were You
7.)
And
They Said 16.) Addicted To
Storms
8.)
Frustration 17.) Angels
9.)
Cry
Don’t Cry
I’ve
given this songlist out before, on our Facebook page. “Cry Don’t Cry” was
formerly “Till They Come.”
I
heard a few complaints about “Beat From Hotan” and “Life” not making the album.
“Beat From Hotan” needs a bassline. We’ve had two professional bassists come
in, and no one can figure out anything that works. Pain has an idea to re-make
the beat, using the same sample Hotan used, but from another part of the song
he sampled it from. He’s positive that will work, and as soon as it gets done,
you will have that song.
“Life” had a Diana Ross inflection
that could possibly land us in court if we used it. But I wasn’t crazy about
that beat anyway. What we’ll do is re-make the beat to where it still matches
the original lyrics, and everybody will be happy.
Let me just say to all the people
who are upset about those two songs not making The S.O.N.; you are suffering
from a common syndrome. It’s called “I Really Want What I Can’t have Syndrome.”
It’s very common and it causes painful hemorrhoids and much heartache. But
there’s something to make you feel better: At this point in time, those two
songs can’t fuck with anything on “The Son of Norma.” Once they go through
surgery, then, and only then, will they be ready for an SPM album. Trust me on
that.
Now, we shall talk about the
snippet. Pain Ortiz is only releasing snippets of the songs that land on even
numbers. So, if you go to the songlist, songs 2, 4, 6, 8, 10, 12, 14 and 16
will be on the snippet. You won’t know what the odd numbers sound like until
the album is released. I argued with him, but he wants half the album to be a
total surprise, and he ultimately won the argument by buying me a BBQ sandwich
and some microwave popcorn from the vending machines. He always gets me that
way!
Then we talked about a video. Tudy
wants at least two videos released before the album drops. The two discussed
were “What If It Were You” and “My Homegirl.” Both of these tell powerful
stories about specific people, and they both contain serious subject matter. I
was thinking we should do a video for “People” first, which has comedy,
story-line and seriousness all in one song. At this point, I’m still not sure
what video we’ll be shooting, but it will surely get shot shometime within a
month. (Was the “shometime” word funny? I hope it was.)
CTS. I called this letter “Rumors”
because so many people believe so much false information, it’s unreal. And I’m
not even talking about my legal situation. One person said I was part of a
prison gang, and that I fucked over a lot of the homies. I’ve never been in any
kind of gang, little brother, and I’ve
never fucked over anyone, except my beautiful wife. I’ve heard this rumor more
than enough so let me explain the situation.
One night, I was at a club called
Jamaica-Jamaica, and I was approached by one of my homeboys from Hillwood. He
was a Muslim, and was starting a security business with some of his Muslim
brothers. He said, “Los, you should use us for security.”
I said, “Bro, I don’t need security.
I take care of myself.”
“Not just for safety reasons,” he
said, “we can control the crowd at your shows and you’ll look more important.
My guys are all licensed to carry rifles, and we suit up in military uniforms.”
I thought that sounded cool, so I
asked him how much it would cost. To make a long story short, I started using my
friend's service, just to look good. I’d have these four Black dudes, with real
rifles, standing around my limousine like I was King Burrito.
After a while, a guy I knew, from
him hanging around Dope House, said, “Say, Los, I got some homies who want to
talk to you.”
I said, “Who?”
He said, “Some vatos with a lot of
power. They want to talk business.”
I met up with these dudes at a pool
hall called Slick Willy’s, on the southeast side. They were a group of Mexican
Americans who were in a serious gang.
Let me say that I was naïve about
gangs back then. I just knew that gangs destroyed kid’s lives, and I wanted
nothing to do with them. The leader of this particular gang was well dressed,
and seemed intelligent, so I heard him out. He was telling me that I should use
my own race for security. That it don’t look right having Black dudes
surrounding a Mexican artist. I said, “Homie, I’m from an all-Black hood. These
dudes are like brothers to me.”
He explained that that’s not what he
meant. That it was the image I was portraying. He said his people were
disciplined, and would be 100% professional.
I said, “First of all, I don’t even
need security. I just use my homeboys to keep people at bay so I can drink and
fuck with hoes. They only charge a few hundred dollars a show.”
He said, “I’ll charge the same, with
twice as much personel.”
My dumbass gave the guys a try, even
though I was against any kind of gang, set, click, side, etc. It just shows how
my mind was deteriorating out there. I had an organization called “Gangs ’R’
Out (G.R.O.)” and here I was using their services.
After a few shows, people who I was
close to expressed their disapproval. I started realizing that it was a dumb
thing to do, but I didn’t cut my ties soon enough. I was at a big car show in
Houston, walking around with this “security” of mine, and a guy from another
record label started talking shit to me. This guy was a friend, and till this
day I have no idea what he was mad about. Then he started arguing with one of
the guys who was with me and got punched in the face. The cops were right there
and broke it up before anything else could go down. I told the dudes I was with
that I don’t handle my business like that, and I walked away by myself. The
dudes walked outside, and the guy who got punched followed them with another
homeboy. It was two against five out there, but thankfully the cops broke it up
before anyone was seriously hurt.
That’s why the person on
Incandesio’s blog said I fucked over a lot of the homies, because those two
dudes were from my Mexican hood. But I had no control of that situation, and a
few weeks after that carshow, I met up with the homie who got punched. We met
at a Hooter’s and I apologized for how shit went down. We hugged and I told’em
that I had since separated myself from any kind of “security.” I never needed
any in the first place. But because I used those dudes for a few shows, people
started that rumor, that I was a part of them. That couldn’t be further from
the truth.
In prison, I’ve heard all kinds of
shit. If it were all true, I’d have about seventeen brothers I never met, I’d
be in seven different gangs I never joined, and I’d have about seven hundred
close friends I never knew. I’d be dead by suicide, dead by murder, I’d be
raped and last I heard, I was home, enjoying life. The downside of being
well-known is that people are always talking about you. It doesn’t matter
whether it’s good or bad or somewhere in-between, it creates the perfect
environment for rumors to develop. What trips me out even worse, is how so many
people believe all this shit.
I wouldn’t wish fame on my worst
enemy. Not only is it nothing but drama, it can also put you in perilous
situations. Especially a Mexican like me, because our people are divided a
thousand ways, and I’m in the middle of it. When I get out this bitch, don’t be
mad when you see me hanging with nothing but Chinese people. I’ll be, like,
“Chicken Chow mayne, hold’em up!”
I would never join a gang, or
anything that would separate me from my own people. My dream is for all of us
to get our fair share, and excel in this nation. But divided we fall, and
that’s our story today. People say that it will never change, but I’ll never
give up on my dream.
The dude who said I was in a prison
gang said that O.G. Sambo told him that. Samuel Jurardo would never say that.
In fact, he’s the first person I connected with when I came to prison. He told
me to never join anything except the Lord’s family. I told him I already knew
that, and even Sambo has turned away from everything except Jesus Christ. He
started that whole deal in Southeast, and now there’s a lot of youngsters throwing
up that set. But he doesn’t consider that a good thing anymore, and we’ve
talked about that. Sammy’s a man with tremendous wisdom, and he helped me get
through my first years in prison. Then they made a law where inmates couldn’t
write each other anymore, and we lost contact. I just pray one day we’ll land
on the same unit. Bing, too. I love all my Southeast brothers, and the realest
know that’s the truth. But if you don’t believe what I’ve said, write Sambo
yourself. Go to the TDCJ website and look up his name, Samuel Jurardo. That’s
how a lot of people get my address. You guys think I’m smart, shit, Sammy’s a
genius, and I don’t use that term loosely.
The bitter-sweet story of Carlos Coy
is that I’ve always been gifted. I’m not too modest to say it because all gifts
come from above. It’s brought me a lot of love and, also, a lot of hate. The
ones who’ve hated were always those who tried to do what I did. The dudes on
Incandesio’s blog, who try to make me look bad, are the same dudes who’ve
always hated on me. God knows I’ve never done anything shady to them. Those who
know me, stick with me and love me, because they know I operate with love.
That’s why the Dope House Family remains unscathed after almost twenty years.
But I don’t blame people for the
role they play. They can’t do what I do, and they’ll never be as dope as me,
and I’m sure that’s frustrating. Like Lil Wayne said, “If I were you, I’d
probably hate on me, too.”
Just remember, I’ll never hate you
back. I might call you a hot dick licker, or a penis panther, but those words
aren’t even in the dictionary. Alright, changing the subject.
Another person said I must be paying
somebody for protection because I’m still alive, and I’ve got money. Lol!
You’re something else. I would rather be a dead bitch than to give a
mothafucker a half-o-cookie to protect me. Come on, man, what the fuck do you
think I am? I’ll bite a mothafucker’s nose off. Let me make this clear: No
gangs, no protection, no hate, all love, all unity, all real. That’s what I’m about.
Since I don’t write Cold Forties on
my “Quick Updates”, I decided to write you a “Throwed Thirty.” But here’s the
deal. There was a guy named Rob D on Incandesio’s blog, who wrote a flow, but
I’m not sure if it was meant to challenge me. Right before his verse, there was
a message by Almazan 187, who spoke about battling me. I’m not sure if they’re
the same person, but when I read the challenge, then Rob D’s verse, I instantly
turned into John Rhymbo and started screaming, “He drew first blood!”
Rob, I’m very sorry if your flow was
meant to be friendly, because I had to destroy you. Ya see, bud, if something
even sounds like a challenge, my right hand starts trembling as I reach for my
magic pen. It does get ugly, my friend.
Con
Mucho Amor,
Almazan187 said...
I will battle los, this miglo character is obviously
mentally handicapped. I'll Battle los!!!!
Robert
Diaz said...
Rob
D is far from finished now witness how im relentless,
Im
in this and bout to rupture in ya face like an appendix,
I
try ta stay optimistic, never be unrealistic, im explicit, futuristic, and just
a little sadistic,
I
kno about consequences, known to be hoppin fences,
Im
workin on my expenses and leavin rappers defenseless,
Im
the mennace that you cant miss, stirin up the whole campus,
Rappers nowadays enchanted and they doin funny
dances.... - Rob D- S*T*R (Small Town Representas) YouTube Search: Rob D Sick
Wit It - Rob D Destiny.
A
Throwed Thirty
"Los
The Ox"
Mr.
Rob D, ya more dillusional than Miglo is
couldn't
spread ya name even if ya had three mo kids
who
the fuck told ya you can rap, man, ya drunk aunt?
You
should grab a pencil 'n' go stab her in the butt crack
cause
she told a flat lie, analyze my word play
can't
you see it makes ya shit sound like you in 3rd grade?
mistic,
listic, blistic bullshit is not what skill is
ya
got as much gift as a Muslim got on Christmas
fuck
it though, here's some advice: Be safe dog,
and
neva quit rappin, jus neva quit ya day job
study
how I came down, listen to the compounds
hotta
than a hun pounds jus found by blood hounds
wreck
ya ass in one round, from the first drum sounds
before
I even rap, while the words are in my lung valves
"consequences"
"hoppin fences" was a decent rhyme I thought
but
it's not the type-o-talk that keeps the fuckin climate hot
you
will stay small town, pissed widda long frown
yellin
at'cha mom, she, like, "Robbie, please calm down!"
I'm
ya drunk step dad, hit'cha widda left jab
kick
ya out your room cause I need it for a meth lab
then
I'll drink the Sprite that you hid in the refrigerator
berp
like a bear while you thinkin, "I'mma kill'im later!"
change
the television to the channel that I wanna watch
Have
you, like, "Hey! I was watching that you fucking ox!"
Listen,
Rob, you know that I love you like my own kid,
but
it's that time for you to take a long road trip,
tell
ya chick to go strip or learn how'da coke flip,
but
ya need to find ya own home, this is Los crib.
You
be, like, "But you just moved in a month ago!"
Rob,
you can visit us at Christmas time, love ya bro. (laughing)
Now
Dat's What You Call
Murder,
my nigga,
Los